Alright, Shiny people.

Or should I say... Shiners? 😉

I feel like "Shiners" is the next evolution of this whole thing. It’s like the difference between the 27-year-old me, bouncing around calling everyone Shiny, and the 32-year-old me now, with a bit more grit, depth, and knowing. Shiners are where we’re heading. It feels more intense, more real. Just like where I’m at with the business.

From Shiny to Shiners

It is a business. As much as some people still seem to think it’s a case of "just turn on the camera and fuck yourself," having a team of five now has really opened some eyes to how much more is involved. Could you run this as a simple "fuck and forget" operation? Sure. But that’s never been my style. I want my content to mean something. I want it to feel like art. Like a song. Like poetry.

Sometimes, yes, it is as simple as turning the camera on and letting the universe pour through me. But other times, I want to craft something special. Something where every light is placed to reflect the exact shine of my latex catsuit. Where the camera angles are chosen with precision to draw you into the moment, to show you exactly what I see and feel.

And yes...

“When I'm subbing? You better believe the camera's looking down on me”

If I’m sitting on someone’s face, I want you to feel like I’m about to drop on yours 😂. If I’m dominating, I want the camera where your eyes would be; kneeling, lying down, whatever the fantasy calls for. And when I’m subbing? You better believe the camera’s looking down on me, catching those big eyes gazing up.

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My Camera Work

So yes, I take a lot of care in the camera work. It’s not just about being seen, it’s about pulling you into the world with me. Sometimes, that world is stripped back: no audio, no special lighting, just me and the camera. A bit like a fly on the wall, watching me do something filthy like you’re not supposed to be there, but you are.

Other times, I want to acknowledge the camera. Like I’m showing off for a lover. Or I’m the dirty girl online who knows exactly what you’re thinking. And of course, I love to show off 😝

Then, there are the abstract pieces.

The ones that aren’t about climax at all, they’re about feeling. About confusion. Eroticism. Hypnosis. Like my gas mask video — Enigma: Masked Mesmerized Mind. That was strange, eerie, dark... symbolic. Less traditional porn, more erotic art. Fewer words, smaller narratives, and a full-blown hypno-head-fuck. Probably my favourite kind of thing to make.

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One of my latest ideas came to me while I was at House Du Croix in Bristol, I’m the house Mistress there every Thursday (well, at the time of writing this anyway!). It’s still new for me, and to be honest... I don’t really have many clients yet. I’ve been an online persona for five years, I thought in-person sessions would be an extension of that, but oh no. It’s a whole other art form. I’ll write a full blog about my experience at House Du Croix soon because there’s so much to say about that incredible place and the people there.

Anyway, while I wait for sessions to roll in, I’ve been using the dungeon space to film. One day, I found myself thinking... what the fuck do I do? I had a school uniform packed for a shoot the next day and decided to use it.

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There's something about that uniform

It connects me to the raw, confusing energy I had when I first started feeling sexual. Wanting to fuck boys. Kissing girls. Craving intimacy. Things I wasn’t really getting at home. But I digress.

So there I am, in the uniform, and I think, okay, outfit sorted. Now what?

"But yeah, I was addicted"

Weirdly, what came through was the opposite of how I’ve been feeling lately. Because when I was younger, I masturbated a lot. Like... obsessed. Maybe some of you relate, or haven’t really changed 😂. But yeah, I was addicted. I'd feel so ashamed after cumming... and then want to do it again immediately. That shame-pleasure cycle, that’s what this video explored.

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It came from real experiences

I didn’t take myself to a dungeon at the time, I didn’t even know those existed! But in the video, I imagined doing just that. Booking a punishment session because I couldn’t stop touching myself.

I wrote diary entries as part of the script: “Wanking too much. Smoking too much. Answering back. Disobedient.”

The punishment? Twenty strokes of the cane. I bend over and deliver them to myself. But it doesn’t really work. I cry. Talk to myself in the mirror, like I used to. And then I cane my legs. It’s not how I used to punish myself, but there were other ways. Maybe it wasn’t even punishment, maybe it was just a way to feel something. Because when you’re in that state, numb, stressed, under pressure, hormones raging, it’s like the world opens up to you like a kaleidoscope, but you're locked in place.

"You can't suppress these parts of you forever."

Masturbation isn't spoken about

Or worse, it’s shamed. And with all that confusion, what do you do but find your own release? And for me, in that fantasy, the BDSM dungeon was a place that felt safe. That made sense.

Does it work? No. I cum anyway, at the end, because that’s the point. You can’t suppress these parts of yourself forever. They will come out. They need to. They deserve to be celebrated.

And if a dungeon is the place for that? Then why the fuck not.

(Also, why am I so horny writing this? Honestly didn’t see that coming 🤣)

But yeah, the reason I said it’s the opposite of how I’ve been feeling recently is... I’ve been self-punishing in a different way. I haven’t given myself time to just be. Or masturbate. Not for ages. And that’s really quite sad.

Good news, dear reader, I did this morning. And I feel much better for it 😉

"I haven't given myself time to just be"

Conclusion

So, that’s my musing for today’s blog. I hope you enjoyed it. Let me know if anything resonated with you, or if there are topics you’d like me to write about. I had so much fun writing this.

Feel free to let me know if you have any musing similar!

I hope you've enjoyed this read and please always feel free to reach out and get in touch with us if you have any feedback, thoughts, questions or suggestions for future articles or content.

All my love, stay filthy xoxox

Shannon 💋

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